New single gives voice to overwhelmed mothers with an honest prayer for the moments when everything becomes too much
Presence Music offers an unfiltered look at anxiety, exhaustion, and the pressure to hold everything together on its new single, “Fight or Flight.”
The emotionally honest Christian pop-country track came from a breaking point in vocalist Leah Monson’s life. While traveling, raising two young children, supporting a working husband, and continuing to show up for the people around her, Monson found herself completely depleted. Instead of offering a polished prayer, all she had left were five honest words: “Dear God, I’m not fine.”
That confession became the heart of “Fight or Flight.”
“I think a lot of moms are living that and nobody’s saying it out loud,” Monson shares. “So I did.”
With lyrics describing sleepless nights, racing thoughts, physical exhaustion, and the relentless pressure to meet everyone’s needs, “Fight or Flight” captures the reality of living in survival mode. The song resists the temptation to offer an immediate resolution, instead acknowledging that faith sometimes looks like trusting God while healing still feels far away.
The chorus brings that struggle into sharp focus: “My vision is blurry / My heart’s in a hurry / Am I alright?” Its central prayer–”Dear God, I’m not fine”–creates space for listeners to admit where they truly are without shame or spiritual pretense.
By speaking openly about mental health, motherhood, and faith, Presence Music hopes “Fight or Flight” will remind overwhelmed listeners that honesty can begin with surrender.
Led by husband-and-wife duo Brandon and Leah Monson, Presence Music is a high-energy pop-country band from Duluth, Minnesota. What began as a group of local worship leaders serving at youth camps has grown into a professional Christian music act sharing its music across the Midwest and beyond.
The band has provided direct support for artists including Tenth Avenue North, Brandon Heath, Ben Fuller, Leanna Crawford, Jason Crabb, Jason Gray, Stars Go Dim, and I AM THEY. Presence Music has also collaborated with KJ-52, 7eventh Time Down, Stephen Christian of Anberlin, and Jason Lancaster of Mayday Parade.
Previous releases have earned placement on Spotify’s New in Christian & Gospel and Christian Alt, Apple Music’s New in Christian, GMA Dove New Music Friday, and K-LOVE Fresh Sounds. The band’s “Down in the River,” featuring KJ-52, received airplay on more than 100 stations across eight countries. Presence Music was also nominated for Next Big Thing at the 2026 We Love Christian Music Awards.
Through vulnerable songs and an energetic live experience, Presence Music remains committed to creating space for people to encounter God–even in the moments when the only prayer they can offer is, “I’m not fine.”